She and I have both agreed that this is what's gonna be best for us. She is the epitome of a control freak- and she proudly admits that. And prying the control out of her clenched fingers is going to be like peeling a price tag off of a ceramic mug.
It takes DILIGENCE.
PATIENCE.
ENDURANCE.
AND SKILL.
Not all of us have what it takes.
And right now I certainly don't have what it takes.
But that's what life is for, right?
GROWING.
BECOMING A BETTER PERSON.
I need to become responsible, consistent, and strong. If I'm going to lead her than I have to become a rock.
A compassionate rock.
But not too compassionate of a rock to where it's always going around emotionally crapping on everyone the way I'm sometimes caught doing.
People can change, right? Isn't that what life's about?
Many say that people can't change. That's called black-and-white thinking, children, which will lead you very far from understanding life. The truth is, life is a bunch of fucking gray areas. There are lots of maybe's, might's, i-don't-know's, and kind-of's. And it's the best way to win all arguments too because if you don't have any certainties in your statement then how can you ever be wrong? Heh.
I think the answer to the "can people change" question is:
*drum roll*
Some people can sometimes change some parts of themselves.
TRY AND ARGUE WITH THAT ONE, MOTHERFUCKER.
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